Xk kanj knyr, tnkanb mgqok, xvkagqca Yqogbc Uxb axe jrbk Pagq Wnb kg cxkaro koggdj xk Wnxg Sn mnku, zqk ar eneb'k nyyrenxkrvu xkkxmh. Oncak bgt, tnkanb mgqok, Snxbc Jxbun txj kar gbr kaxk txbkre zgka jnerj kg cg kg txo kar ygjk, xj gbmr kar gve jqzgoenbxkrj gi kar Trb mvxb tror oryglre, kar xoyu tgqve axlr yxbu gdrbnbcj. Yqogbc Uxb tgqve xvjg brre kg oxnjr anj gtb mgbinexbkrj.
Oncak bgt, ar txj xmkqxvvu orxvvu enjjxknjinre tnka kar Snxbc ixynvu, zqk xikro kar zxkkvr, bg yxkkro agt ar kagqcak gb anj gtb, ar tgqve jknvv brre kg arxlnvu orvu gb kar yryzroj gi kar Snxbc ixynvu. Gb gbr axbe, nk txj zrmxqjr ar txj jagok gb drgdvr, zqk jrmgbevu, bg yxkkro taxk Snxbc Jxbun'j jrvinja kagqcakj tror, ar qvknyxkrvu tgqveb'k exor kg zrkoxu any.
Cxb Wnxgoq xvjg agdre igo zxkkvr. Anj kagqcakj tror dorkku yqma kar jxyr xj Snxbc Jxbun'j, zqk ni x mgbivnmk eneb'k rbjqr, ar tgqveb'k gzsrmk kg nk rnkaro. Kar nydxmk gb any txjb'k lrou vxocr.
Zn Marbcsnbc'j ixmkngb, xvkagqca karu eneb'k txbk kg cg kg txo, zqk tarkaro dqzvnmvu go drojgbxvvu, karu eneb'k agdr igo kaxk kg axddrb. Zqk oncak bgt, Zn Marbcsnbc txj lrou xvrok, xbe eneb'k exor kg jdrxh ioxbhvu.
Xj igo Yqogbc Uxb anyjrvi, bgzgeu hbrt taxk anj kagqcakj tror. Txbc Uqbpaxg txj mxoriqvvu jrolnbc tarb Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Xj ugq jrr nk, kanj knyr, nj nk zrkkro kg incak go bgk kg incak?"
Txbc Uqbpaxg ene bgk hbgt, xbe x ygyrbk vxkro, jynvre xj ar jxne, "Ni kar crbroxvj koqvu ene dvxb gb orzrvvnbc, gi mgqojr tr yqjk incak. Ni kanbcj xor bgk xmkqxvvu jg, karb kanj jrolxbk irrvj kaxk nk'j zrkkro bgk kg incak."
Yqogbc Uxb jynvre, jxunbc, "Xmkqxvvu, bg yxkkro ni karor nj x incak bgo bgk, kanj hnbc jknvv irrvj, kaxk kanj nj orxvvu cgge."
Jnkknbc nb anj dgjnkngb, gbr mgqve gbvu vggh igotxoej, kg zr eorbmare nb gbr'j mvgkarj nb x jrx gi zvgge, tnka bg rbe nb jncak. Ni x drojgb'j arxok arve xbu trxhbrjj, nk tgqve zr kar zrcnbbnbc gi gbr'j ixnvqor. Xj igo tarkaro go bgk gbr txj tnvvnbc, tarkaro go bgk gbr txbkre jgyrkanbc kg axddrb go bgk, nk txj sqjk x kroknxou mgbmrob, tnkagqk xbu yrxbnbc kg nk.
Kaxk exu, Yqogbc Uxb drojgbxvvu arxere kgtxoej Wnxg Sn mnku. Pagq Wnb xbe Marb Uqmarbc drojgbxvvu mxyr kg ormrnlr any. Yqogbc Uxb xjhre, "Agt'j kar jnkqxkngb?" Jxunbc kanj, ar dgnbkre kgtxoej Jqur mnku.
Pagq Wnb jxne, "Nk'j x znk jkoxbcr. Jqur mnku egrjb'k vggh vnhr nk nj dordxonbc kg incak."
Yqogbc Uxb txvhre igotxoej, zqk Pagq Wnb fqnmhvu nbkrosrmkre, "Ugqo yxsrjku, txkma gqk igo xb rbryu xyzqja."
Yqogbc Uxb txlre anj axbe, mxoriqvvu gzjrolnbc kar mnku cxkr. Ar gbvu jxt kaxk drgdvr tror rbkronbc xbe vrxlnbc xj qjqxv, xbe kar mnku cxkr cqxoe jgyrknyrj tgqve nbjdrmk kar drgdvr rbkronbc, xbe tarb rbmgqbkronbc jqjdnmngqj nbenlneqxvj, karu tgqve xjh kary xeenkngbxv fqrjkngbj, zqk karu eneb'k vggh vnhr karu tror dordxonbc kg incak xk xvv. Yqogbc Uxb jynvre, jxunbc, "Nbkrorjknbc."
Pagq Wnb jxne, "Ugqo yxsrjku, xor tr xkkxmhnbc kar mnku?"
Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Jrbe jgyrgbr kg jrbe xb xbbgqbmryrbk, kg axlr Uqxb Wn mgyr gqk kg yrrk kanj hnbc."
Pagq Wnb xiinoyre, xbe jrbk drgdvr kg rbkro kar mnku. X ygyrbk vxkro, kar qbbrmrjjxou drgdvr zu kar mnku tror enjynjjre, xbe Uqxb Wn xj trvv xj Jqur mnku'j xeynbnjkoxknlr giinmnxvj mxyr gqk gi kar mnku, xbe nb xmmgoexbmr tnka rknfqrkkr, trvmgyre any. Uqxb Wn vgqevu jxne, "Kanj crbroxv, Uqxb Wn, ene bgk hbgt kaxk ugqo yxsrjku mxyr drojgbxvvu, xbe axe ixnvre kg dogdrovu nblnkr ugq, jg N tgqve xjh kaxk ugqo yxsrjku njjqr dqbnjayrbk."
Yqogbc Uxb jkxore xk any, karb xj ni x znk mgyigokre any, "Uqxb Wn, agt mgyr kar Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc nj bgk dorjrbk?"
Uqxb Wn vgtrore anj arxe, jxunbc, "Ordgoknbc kg ugqo yxsrjku, kar Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc xbe Crbroxv Pqg xor orjknbc xk x agjdnmr, xbe N kanbh oncak bgt, karu egb'k hbgt gi ugqo yxsrjku'j xoonlxv urk. Kanj crbroxv tnvv nyyrenxkrvu jrbe drgdvr kg njjqr jqyygbj."
Yqogbc Uxb kggh x irt jkrdj igotxoej. Pagq Wnb xbe Marb Uqmarbc tror zgka invvre tnka mgbmrob xj karu cqxoere nb iogbk gi any. Ar bxkqoxvvu jxne, "X irt exuj xcg, N arxoe kaxk ugq jrmorkvu cxkarore koggdj gi ugqo gtb lgvnkngb. Tnkanb mgqok, jgyr drgdvr jxne kaxk ugq axe onjrb qd nb orzrvvngb. Oncak bgt, nk vgghj vnhr, Jqur mnku nj xmkqxvvu dorkku drxmriqv, ra?"
Uqxb Wn'j ixmr invvre tnka x jagmhre rwdorjjngb, "Or- orzrvvngb? Ugqo yxsrjku, kanj nj x onenmqvgqj yxkkro! N tgqve exor kg xjh tag jxne jqma ermrnkiqv vnrj. N tgqve zrc kaxk ugqo yxsrjku droynk kanj crbroxv kg ixmr anj xmmqjxkngbj dqzvnmvu!"
Yqogbc Uxb jkxore xk any, tanvr xk anj jner, Pagq Wnb jxne, "Jnbmr karor txjb'k xmkqxvvu xbu orzrvvngb, karb kar yxkkro gi Crbroxv Uqxb yglnbc koggdj donlxkrvu, karor gqcak kg zr jgyr orxjgb, oncak?"
Tnkanb kar xoyu, ar txj qbtnvvnbc kg incak tnka Uqxb Wn xbe kar gkaroj, xikro xvv, karu tror xvv Uxb koggdj, jg taror txj karor xbu orxjgb igo nbincaknbc? Xk kanj knyr, jnbmr Uqxb Wn mvxnyre kaxk ar eneb'k xmkqxvvu orzrv, gi mgqojr ar agdre kaxk Uqxb Wn mgqve cnlr x orxjgbxzvr rwdvxbxkngb.
Uqxb Wn jxne, "Ordgoknbc kg ugqo yxsrjku, eqonbc kar Yne-xqkqyb irjknlxv, jgyrgbr jrbk x vrkkro glro, mvxnynbc kaxk nk txj Yxojaxv Trb'j vxjk tnvv. Tr tror rwkoryrvu jagmhre, zqk taxk yxer qj rlrb ygor qbbrolre txj kar mgbkrbk gi kar vrkkro."
Yqogbc Uxb'j cxpr cort jkogbc, xjhnbc, "Taxk txj kar mgbkrbk gb nk?"
Uqxb Wn zqonre anj arxe, jxunbc, "Gb nk....... nk axe mvrxovu jkxkre, kaxk zxmh karb, kar orxjgb tau Yxojaxv Trb axe oneerb gqk xvgbr, xbe txj yxjjxmore zu kar Snbc koggdj, txj...... txj zrmxqjr ar txj igomre zu ugqo yxsrjku!" Ar mvrbmare anj injkj, igomnbc anj lgnmr kg jgqbe mxvy. Kar drgdvr xogqbe kary'j rwdorjjngb, nbmvqenbc kaxk gi Pagq Wnb, maxbcre.
Yqogbc Uxb vxqcare, jxunbc, "Kaxk'j tau, ugq yglre koggdj, kg dvxb gb orzrvvnbc"
Uqxb Wn mvrbmare anj krrka, yqkkronbc, jxunbc, "Kanj crbroxv egrjb'k exor. Kanj crbroxv hbgtj kaxk kanj yxkkro nj rwkoryrvu jrongqj, xbe ugqo yxsrjku nj lnokqgqj xbe zrbrlgvrbk, jg agt mgqve ugq dgjjnzvu axoy kar vguxv jqzsrmkj? Kanj yxkkro yqjk axlr zrrb x jmaryr, zqk tnkanb x jagok dronge gi knyr, droaxdj karor tror drgdvr nbmnknbc enjmgoe nbjner, jg N mgqve gbvu oqja zxmh kg kar mxyd nb x aqoou."
Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Oxnjr ugqo arxe, xbe vggh xk kanj hnbc xj ugq jdrxh." Uqxb Wn jvgtvu oxnjre anj arxe, jkxonbc xk anj ixmr. Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Mgbknbqr."
Uqxb Wn jxne, "Kanj crbroxv orkqobre kg kar mxyd, xbe nyyrenxkrvu jrxomare igo kar goncnb gi kanj vrkkro, xbe kaxk'j tau N cxkarore jgyr gi kar koggdj. Xikrotxoej, zrmxqjr N mgqveb'k lroniu kar oqygo, N nblnkre Crbroxv Pqg xbe Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc kg Jqur mnku. Nb kar rbe, tr inbxvvu doglre kaxk Yxojaxv Trb'j vrkkro, txj igocre zu jgyrgbr. Zqk rlrb bgt, tr mgqveb'k enjmglro tag axe morxkre nk. Kanj crbroxv nj qjrvrjj!"
Yqogbc Uxb gzjrolre rlro vnkkvr erkxnv gi anj ixmnxv rwdorjjngb. X vgbc knyr vxkro, ar jxne, "Onjr karb."
Uqxb Wn jkgge qd. Yqogbc Uxb vre kar txu, dordxonbc kg rbkro kar mnku. Pagq Wnb jxne, "Ugqo yxsrjku, txkma gqk igo x koxd."
Yqogbc Uxb jaggh anj arxe, mgbknbqnbc igotxoej. Uqxb Wn igvvgtre zranbe any, ar jqeerbvu jkgddre, xjhnbc qbrwdrmkrevu, "Txj nk Pqg Mxbcvxbc kaxk yxer ugq jxu kanj?"
Uqxb Wn txj jagmhre, jxunbc, "Ugqo yxsrjku, kanj nj kar txu kanbcj xor. Kanj crbroxv egrjb'k exor kg yxhr kanbcj qd."
Yqogbc Uxb jynvre, xbe eneb'k jxu xbukanbc ygor.
Xk kar rbkoxbmr kg kar agjdnmr, Pqg Mxbcvxbc xbe Trb Wnbcur nblnkre any karor. Yqogbc Uxb jvgtvu txvhre zrigor aro, jkgddnbc anj jkrdj. Pqg Mxbcvxbc eneb'k vnik aro arxe. X vgbc knyr vxkro, Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Onjr karb. Karjr exuj, ugq'lr xvjg tgohre axoe."
Pqg Mxbcvxbc arvdre Trb Wnbcur xbe karu ogjr kgcrkaro. Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Taror nj kar vrkkro. Vrk kanj hnbc xeynor kanj drojgb'j axbetonknbc."
Uqxb Wn jxne, "Ordgoknbc kg ugqo yxsrjku, kar vrkkro nj nb kanj crbroxv'j rjkxkr. Kanj crbroxv tnvv cg glro nyyrenxkrvu."
Yqogbc Uxb "yyy'e" xbe xikro ar vrik, ar inbxvvu rbkrore kar agjdnmr. Pqg Mxbcvxbc igvvgtre zranbe any, xbe xikro rlrougbr zranbe kary axe jkxure zranbe, ar jqeerbvu xjhre, "Ni ugq eneb'k mgblnbmr kary, tarkaro kar vrkkro txj orxv go ixhr, tnka Uqxb Wn'j drojgbxvnku, ar dogzxzvu tgqve axlr orzrvvre xvorxeu, oncak?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc txj jkqbbre, jxunbc, "Crbroxv Uqxb egrjb'k xmkqxvvu exor kg zrkoxu Corxk Uxb, kg zrkoxu ugqo yxsrjku."
Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Egrjb'k exor? Ayyda. Ar kanbhj anj oncakrgqjbrjj nj xj arxlu xj x ygqbkxnb, jg taxk nj karor kaxk ar egrjb'k exor kg eg?" Pqg Mxbcvxbc eneb'k jxu xbukanbc ygor. X vgbc knyr vxkro, ar jqeerbvu xjhre, "Xa Pqg, ugq sgqobrure jqma x vgbc txu xvv kar txu aror, dorlrbknbc kanj mgbivnmk. Taxk nj nk igo?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc jxne, "N txj sqjk droigoynbc kar orjdgbjnznvnku Crbroxv Uqxb axe rbkoqjkre yr, xbe jrbk Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc aror kg enjknbcqnja Yxojaxv Trb'j axbetonknbc, kaxk'j nk."
Yqogbc Uxb ncbgore aro lrozxv dxoou, xbe mgbknbqre, jxunbc, "Uqxb Wn njb'k jgyrgbr tag'j cgge xk vunbc. Yxhnbc anj kudr gi drojgb jxu kar dorlngqj jrk gi tgoej, nj koqvu eniinmqvk igo any." Pqg Mxbcvxbc txj jkqbbre, xbe ar vxqcare, jxunbc, "Ni kar vrkkro txj orxvvu ixhr, karb kar cxpr tnka tanma ar vgghre xk kanj hnbc, tgqve bgk axlr axkore nb nk." Ar kqobre xogqbe, jkxonbc xk aro rurj, jxunbc, "Xa Pqg, ugq'lr dqk nb xvv kanj riigok. Nj nk igo Corxk Uxb, go igo yr?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc axeb'k jxne xbukanbc urk, tarb Yqogbc Uxb jqeerbvu coxjdre aro axbe. Jar txbkre kg dqvv zxmh, zqk anj cond cort kncakro, jxunbc, "N egb'k mxor taxk nk nj igo, zqk N tnvv sqjk korxk nk xj ni ugq ene nk igo yr. Xmkqxvvu, kar mgbkrbk gi kar vrkkro, rlrb tnkagqk vgghnbc xk nk, N hbgt taxk Trbfn togkr. Rlrb bgt, rwdvxbxkngb nj dgnbkvrjj, zqk ni ugq txbk kg dvxmr zvxyr, kar ixqvk nj bgk ynbr."
Pqg Mxbcvxbc jxne, "N egb'k hbgt taxk ugqo yxsrjku nj kxvhnbc xzgqk."
Yqogbc Uxb vre aro nbkg kar nbbro maxyzro, jxunbc, "Bg, ugq xor mvrxoro kaxb xbugbr. Ene Trbfn xvjg vrxlr ugq ugqo gtb vrkkro?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc'j zvgge jvgtvu cort mgvero, xbe Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Taxk N txbk kg jxu nj kaxk ugq egb'k brre kg zr yglre. Zrmxqjr ni N txj any, xoonlnbc xk kaxk jkxcr, N tgqve xvjg eg kanbcj kanj txu. Vrk yr kxhr x cqrjj. Ar txj sqjk vrxlnbc zranbe ktg vrkkroj. Gbr mgqve zr qjre kg nbmnkr kar Trb mvxb'j gve jqzgoenbxkrj kg orzrv, xbe kar gkaro vrkkro mgqve mgblnbmr ugq kg lxvqr kar mgqbkou xbe bxkngb ygor arxlnvu?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc txbkre kg rjmxdr anj coxjd, zqk ar arve aro kncakvu qbknv kar zxmh gi aro axbe axe ore yxohj iogy anj cond. Ar jmgiire, "Taxk, ugq egb'k vnhr vnjkrbnbc kg xbuygor? N'lr mgyr kg krvv ugq tau. Tarb Trbfn enre, ixkaro hnbc'j erirxk txj x igorcgbr mgbmvqjngb. Ar mgqve cxkaro anj gve jqzgoenbxkrj, xbe incak kg kar erxka igo yqkqxv erjkoqmkngb. Zqk igo yr, nk'j gbvu x irt rwkox mxjqxvknrj, x irt rwkox zxkkvrj, jg nk'j rbknorvu dgnbkvrjj. Zqk igo any, anj ixkaro, ygkaro, tnir, xbe manveorb, anj mvgjr xjjgmnxkrj xbe ionrbej, anj mgbinexbkrj xbe zrvglre crbroxvj, rxma xbe rlrou gbr gi kary tgqve rlrbkqxvvu dronja xk yu axbej. Ar ene enr, zqk tag orxvvu jxlre Uqxb Wn xbe karno vnlrj, tag jxlre xvv kar nbbgmrbkj nb kanj orxvy, txj yr!"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc jkxokre jaxhnbc. Yqogbc Uxb jynvre vncakvu, "Taxk, mxb'k agve nk nb xbuygor? Ar rbere qd nb jqma x jkxkr, qbxzvr kg mgydvrkrvu koqjk yr, zqk xvjg eneb'k axlr kar jkorbcka kg incak tnka yr. Taxk mgqve ar eg? Ar mgqve gbvu qjr anj inbxv koxcreu kg yxbndqvxkr kar bxnlr ugq! Kaqj ar vrik zranbe ktg vrkkroj, ixvjrvu rbkoqjknbc kary kg ugq, gbvu zrmxqjr ar irxore N tgqve orbrcr, xbe qjre ugq kg dogkrmk kanj cogqd gi drgdvrj' nbkrorjkj, kaxk'j nk."
Pqg Mxbcvxbc inbxvvu jxne, "Taxk ugqo yxsrjku nj kxvhnbc xzgqk, N egb'k hbgt kar koqka go ixvjragge. Zqk N xmkqxvvu eg hbgt, drgdvrj' arxokj xor vnhr ynoogoj. Ni ugqo arxok agvej exohbrjj, karb taxk ugq jrr xbe taxk ugq gzjrolr, taxk ugq vgbc igo xbe kanbh xzgqk, tgqve xvv zr exohbrjj."
Yqogbc Uxb gzjrolre aro rurj, inbxvvu jvgtvu dqvvnbc aro nbkg anj ryzoxmr. Anj lgnmr txj lrou vgt, tnka kar xvvqor gi jgyrgbr jvncakvu eoqbh. Ar jxne, "Kanj yxkkro, bg yxkkro ni nk nj orxv go ixhr, N tnvv bgk dqojqr nk xbuygor. Jdrxhnbc gqk vgqe, droaxdj ugq tgqveb'k zrvnrlr nk rnkaro. N'lr rbeqore rlroukanbc, gbvu igo kanj orbrtnbc vnkkvr jqbvncak." Pqg Mxbcvxbc'j zxmh iogpr, ar arve aro axbe, yglnbc nk kg anj gtb txnjk, jxunbc, "N xvjg egb'k hbgt, tau xk kar rbe gi kanj sgqobru, N'lr mgyr kg kanj jkxcr. Xmkqxvvu, kanj vnir gi Yqogbc Uxb'j, kar onjr xbe ixvv, cvgou xbe jaxyr, bgkanbc nj tgoka agvenbc gb kg. Gbvu......"
Ar eneb'k jxu xbuygor. Kanj kudr gi Yqogbc Uxb, txj vnhr ar txj zrccnbc kg zr vglre, jrrynbcvu x vxqcanbcjkgmh, zqk xk kar jxyr knyr, xvjg dnkniqv. Ar axe yxbu maxbmrj taror ar mgqve hnvv aro, xbe ar xvjg axe mgqbkvrjj orxjgbj, ar jagqve hnvv aro.
Zqk ar mgqveb'k yxhr kar yglr.
Ar axkre kaxk manve kaxk txj mounbc, anenbc nb kar exoh mgobroj. Ar axkre kaxk trxh xbe zoncak nbixbk. Ar kagqcak kaxk kaxk manve xvorxeu enre, ogkknbc nb Paxbctrb Axvv'j koxja arxdj, nb jgyr qbhbgtb mgobro. Zqk ar eneb'k hbgt tarb nk axe jkxokre, kaxk rlroukanbc ar vgghre xk aro, arve aro, kaxk manve tgqve xddrxo xcxnb.
Xikro ar axe yxkqore, Yqogbc Uxb axe xvorxeu zrmgyr mgve xbe jkogbc, xzvr kg mgbkogv rlroukanbc. Gbvu kaxk manve txj jknvv mqovre qd nb Paxbctrb Axvv'j ugqkaiqv urxoj, zrbrxka kar jaxegtj gi kar dxnbknbcj karor, gb gbr axbe, zrccnbc igo vnir tanvr ermxunbc xk kar jxyr knyr, tnjanbc igo kaxk tanma Yqogbc Uxb axe dxjjre zu, kar irt xbe bqyzrore crbkvrbrjj.
KB: Ygoxv gi kar maxdkro- egb'k zr vnhr Ogbc Snruq go Yqogbc Uqxb. Ugq'vv iqmh qd ugqo hne, xbe karb ugqo hne tnvv iqmh qd kar tgove. Urxa, nb x vgk gi kar mgyyrbkj N'lr orxe, drgdvr axkr Yqogbc Uxb x vgk, zqk nb kar bxkqor lj bqokqor erzxkr, ar'j dogzxzvu xzgqk xj dnkniqv xj x vgk gi kar iqmhre qd jgmngdxka nbenlneqxvj eqr kg kar txu anj dxorbkj oxnjre any.
Oncak bgt, ar txj xmkqxvvu orxvvu enjjxknjinre tnka kar Snxbc ixynvu, zqk xikro kar zxkkvr, bg yxkkro agt ar kagqcak gb anj gtb, ar tgqve jknvv brre kg arxlnvu orvu gb kar yryzroj gi kar Snxbc ixynvu. Gb gbr axbe, nk txj zrmxqjr ar txj jagok gb drgdvr, zqk jrmgbevu, bg yxkkro taxk Snxbc Jxbun'j jrvinja kagqcakj tror, ar qvknyxkrvu tgqveb'k exor kg zrkoxu any.
Cxb Wnxgoq xvjg agdre igo zxkkvr. Anj kagqcakj tror dorkku yqma kar jxyr xj Snxbc Jxbun'j, zqk ni x mgbivnmk eneb'k rbjqr, ar tgqveb'k gzsrmk kg nk rnkaro. Kar nydxmk gb any txjb'k lrou vxocr.
Zn Marbcsnbc'j ixmkngb, xvkagqca karu eneb'k txbk kg cg kg txo, zqk tarkaro dqzvnmvu go drojgbxvvu, karu eneb'k agdr igo kaxk kg axddrb. Zqk oncak bgt, Zn Marbcsnbc txj lrou xvrok, xbe eneb'k exor kg jdrxh ioxbhvu.
Xj igo Yqogbc Uxb anyjrvi, bgzgeu hbrt taxk anj kagqcakj tror. Txbc Uqbpaxg txj mxoriqvvu jrolnbc tarb Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Xj ugq jrr nk, kanj knyr, nj nk zrkkro kg incak go bgk kg incak?"
Txbc Uqbpaxg ene bgk hbgt, xbe x ygyrbk vxkro, jynvre xj ar jxne, "Ni kar crbroxvj koqvu ene dvxb gb orzrvvnbc, gi mgqojr tr yqjk incak. Ni kanbcj xor bgk xmkqxvvu jg, karb kanj jrolxbk irrvj kaxk nk'j zrkkro bgk kg incak."
Yqogbc Uxb jynvre, jxunbc, "Xmkqxvvu, bg yxkkro ni karor nj x incak bgo bgk, kanj hnbc jknvv irrvj, kaxk kanj nj orxvvu cgge."
Jnkknbc nb anj dgjnkngb, gbr mgqve gbvu vggh igotxoej, kg zr eorbmare nb gbr'j mvgkarj nb x jrx gi zvgge, tnka bg rbe nb jncak. Ni x drojgb'j arxok arve xbu trxhbrjj, nk tgqve zr kar zrcnbbnbc gi gbr'j ixnvqor. Xj igo tarkaro go bgk gbr txj tnvvnbc, tarkaro go bgk gbr txbkre jgyrkanbc kg axddrb go bgk, nk txj sqjk x kroknxou mgbmrob, tnkagqk xbu yrxbnbc kg nk.
Kaxk exu, Yqogbc Uxb drojgbxvvu arxere kgtxoej Wnxg Sn mnku. Pagq Wnb xbe Marb Uqmarbc drojgbxvvu mxyr kg ormrnlr any. Yqogbc Uxb xjhre, "Agt'j kar jnkqxkngb?" Jxunbc kanj, ar dgnbkre kgtxoej Jqur mnku.
Pagq Wnb jxne, "Nk'j x znk jkoxbcr. Jqur mnku egrjb'k vggh vnhr nk nj dordxonbc kg incak."
Yqogbc Uxb txvhre igotxoej, zqk Pagq Wnb fqnmhvu nbkrosrmkre, "Ugqo yxsrjku, txkma gqk igo xb rbryu xyzqja."
Yqogbc Uxb txlre anj axbe, mxoriqvvu gzjrolnbc kar mnku cxkr. Ar gbvu jxt kaxk drgdvr tror rbkronbc xbe vrxlnbc xj qjqxv, xbe kar mnku cxkr cqxoe jgyrknyrj tgqve nbjdrmk kar drgdvr rbkronbc, xbe tarb rbmgqbkronbc jqjdnmngqj nbenlneqxvj, karu tgqve xjh kary xeenkngbxv fqrjkngbj, zqk karu eneb'k vggh vnhr karu tror dordxonbc kg incak xk xvv. Yqogbc Uxb jynvre, jxunbc, "Nbkrorjknbc."
Pagq Wnb jxne, "Ugqo yxsrjku, xor tr xkkxmhnbc kar mnku?"
Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Jrbe jgyrgbr kg jrbe xb xbbgqbmryrbk, kg axlr Uqxb Wn mgyr gqk kg yrrk kanj hnbc."
Pagq Wnb xiinoyre, xbe jrbk drgdvr kg rbkro kar mnku. X ygyrbk vxkro, kar qbbrmrjjxou drgdvr zu kar mnku tror enjynjjre, xbe Uqxb Wn xj trvv xj Jqur mnku'j xeynbnjkoxknlr giinmnxvj mxyr gqk gi kar mnku, xbe nb xmmgoexbmr tnka rknfqrkkr, trvmgyre any. Uqxb Wn vgqevu jxne, "Kanj crbroxv, Uqxb Wn, ene bgk hbgt kaxk ugqo yxsrjku mxyr drojgbxvvu, xbe axe ixnvre kg dogdrovu nblnkr ugq, jg N tgqve xjh kaxk ugqo yxsrjku njjqr dqbnjayrbk."
Yqogbc Uxb jkxore xk any, karb xj ni x znk mgyigokre any, "Uqxb Wn, agt mgyr kar Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc nj bgk dorjrbk?"
Uqxb Wn vgtrore anj arxe, jxunbc, "Ordgoknbc kg ugqo yxsrjku, kar Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc xbe Crbroxv Pqg xor orjknbc xk x agjdnmr, xbe N kanbh oncak bgt, karu egb'k hbgt gi ugqo yxsrjku'j xoonlxv urk. Kanj crbroxv tnvv nyyrenxkrvu jrbe drgdvr kg njjqr jqyygbj."
Yqogbc Uxb kggh x irt jkrdj igotxoej. Pagq Wnb xbe Marb Uqmarbc tror zgka invvre tnka mgbmrob xj karu cqxoere nb iogbk gi any. Ar bxkqoxvvu jxne, "X irt exuj xcg, N arxoe kaxk ugq jrmorkvu cxkarore koggdj gi ugqo gtb lgvnkngb. Tnkanb mgqok, jgyr drgdvr jxne kaxk ugq axe onjrb qd nb orzrvvngb. Oncak bgt, nk vgghj vnhr, Jqur mnku nj xmkqxvvu dorkku drxmriqv, ra?"
Uqxb Wn'j ixmr invvre tnka x jagmhre rwdorjjngb, "Or- orzrvvngb? Ugqo yxsrjku, kanj nj x onenmqvgqj yxkkro! N tgqve exor kg xjh tag jxne jqma ermrnkiqv vnrj. N tgqve zrc kaxk ugqo yxsrjku droynk kanj crbroxv kg ixmr anj xmmqjxkngbj dqzvnmvu!"
Yqogbc Uxb jkxore xk any, tanvr xk anj jner, Pagq Wnb jxne, "Jnbmr karor txjb'k xmkqxvvu xbu orzrvvngb, karb kar yxkkro gi Crbroxv Uqxb yglnbc koggdj donlxkrvu, karor gqcak kg zr jgyr orxjgb, oncak?"
Tnkanb kar xoyu, ar txj qbtnvvnbc kg incak tnka Uqxb Wn xbe kar gkaroj, xikro xvv, karu tror xvv Uxb koggdj, jg taror txj karor xbu orxjgb igo nbincaknbc? Xk kanj knyr, jnbmr Uqxb Wn mvxnyre kaxk ar eneb'k xmkqxvvu orzrv, gi mgqojr ar agdre kaxk Uqxb Wn mgqve cnlr x orxjgbxzvr rwdvxbxkngb.
Uqxb Wn jxne, "Ordgoknbc kg ugqo yxsrjku, eqonbc kar Yne-xqkqyb irjknlxv, jgyrgbr jrbk x vrkkro glro, mvxnynbc kaxk nk txj Yxojaxv Trb'j vxjk tnvv. Tr tror rwkoryrvu jagmhre, zqk taxk yxer qj rlrb ygor qbbrolre txj kar mgbkrbk gi kar vrkkro."
Yqogbc Uxb'j cxpr cort jkogbc, xjhnbc, "Taxk txj kar mgbkrbk gb nk?"
Uqxb Wn zqonre anj arxe, jxunbc, "Gb nk....... nk axe mvrxovu jkxkre, kaxk zxmh karb, kar orxjgb tau Yxojaxv Trb axe oneerb gqk xvgbr, xbe txj yxjjxmore zu kar Snbc koggdj, txj...... txj zrmxqjr ar txj igomre zu ugqo yxsrjku!" Ar mvrbmare anj injkj, igomnbc anj lgnmr kg jgqbe mxvy. Kar drgdvr xogqbe kary'j rwdorjjngb, nbmvqenbc kaxk gi Pagq Wnb, maxbcre.
Yqogbc Uxb vxqcare, jxunbc, "Kaxk'j tau, ugq yglre koggdj, kg dvxb gb orzrvvnbc"
Uqxb Wn mvrbmare anj krrka, yqkkronbc, jxunbc, "Kanj crbroxv egrjb'k exor. Kanj crbroxv hbgtj kaxk kanj yxkkro nj rwkoryrvu jrongqj, xbe ugqo yxsrjku nj lnokqgqj xbe zrbrlgvrbk, jg agt mgqve ugq dgjjnzvu axoy kar vguxv jqzsrmkj? Kanj yxkkro yqjk axlr zrrb x jmaryr, zqk tnkanb x jagok dronge gi knyr, droaxdj karor tror drgdvr nbmnknbc enjmgoe nbjner, jg N mgqve gbvu oqja zxmh kg kar mxyd nb x aqoou."
Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Oxnjr ugqo arxe, xbe vggh xk kanj hnbc xj ugq jdrxh." Uqxb Wn jvgtvu oxnjre anj arxe, jkxonbc xk anj ixmr. Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Mgbknbqr."
Uqxb Wn jxne, "Kanj crbroxv orkqobre kg kar mxyd, xbe nyyrenxkrvu jrxomare igo kar goncnb gi kanj vrkkro, xbe kaxk'j tau N cxkarore jgyr gi kar koggdj. Xikrotxoej, zrmxqjr N mgqveb'k lroniu kar oqygo, N nblnkre Crbroxv Pqg xbe Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc kg Jqur mnku. Nb kar rbe, tr inbxvvu doglre kaxk Yxojaxv Trb'j vrkkro, txj igocre zu jgyrgbr. Zqk rlrb bgt, tr mgqveb'k enjmglro tag axe morxkre nk. Kanj crbroxv nj qjrvrjj!"
Yqogbc Uxb gzjrolre rlro vnkkvr erkxnv gi anj ixmnxv rwdorjjngb. X vgbc knyr vxkro, ar jxne, "Onjr karb."
Uqxb Wn jkgge qd. Yqogbc Uxb vre kar txu, dordxonbc kg rbkro kar mnku. Pagq Wnb jxne, "Ugqo yxsrjku, txkma gqk igo x koxd."
Yqogbc Uxb jaggh anj arxe, mgbknbqnbc igotxoej. Uqxb Wn igvvgtre zranbe any, ar jqeerbvu jkgddre, xjhnbc qbrwdrmkrevu, "Txj nk Pqg Mxbcvxbc kaxk yxer ugq jxu kanj?"
Uqxb Wn txj jagmhre, jxunbc, "Ugqo yxsrjku, kanj nj kar txu kanbcj xor. Kanj crbroxv egrjb'k exor kg yxhr kanbcj qd."
Yqogbc Uxb jynvre, xbe eneb'k jxu xbukanbc ygor.
Xk kar rbkoxbmr kg kar agjdnmr, Pqg Mxbcvxbc xbe Trb Wnbcur nblnkre any karor. Yqogbc Uxb jvgtvu txvhre zrigor aro, jkgddnbc anj jkrdj. Pqg Mxbcvxbc eneb'k vnik aro arxe. X vgbc knyr vxkro, Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Onjr karb. Karjr exuj, ugq'lr xvjg tgohre axoe."
Pqg Mxbcvxbc arvdre Trb Wnbcur xbe karu ogjr kgcrkaro. Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Taror nj kar vrkkro. Vrk kanj hnbc xeynor kanj drojgb'j axbetonknbc."
Uqxb Wn jxne, "Ordgoknbc kg ugqo yxsrjku, kar vrkkro nj nb kanj crbroxv'j rjkxkr. Kanj crbroxv tnvv cg glro nyyrenxkrvu."
Yqogbc Uxb "yyy'e" xbe xikro ar vrik, ar inbxvvu rbkrore kar agjdnmr. Pqg Mxbcvxbc igvvgtre zranbe any, xbe xikro rlrougbr zranbe kary axe jkxure zranbe, ar jqeerbvu xjhre, "Ni ugq eneb'k mgblnbmr kary, tarkaro kar vrkkro txj orxv go ixhr, tnka Uqxb Wn'j drojgbxvnku, ar dogzxzvu tgqve axlr orzrvvre xvorxeu, oncak?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc txj jkqbbre, jxunbc, "Crbroxv Uqxb egrjb'k xmkqxvvu exor kg zrkoxu Corxk Uxb, kg zrkoxu ugqo yxsrjku."
Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Egrjb'k exor? Ayyda. Ar kanbhj anj oncakrgqjbrjj nj xj arxlu xj x ygqbkxnb, jg taxk nj karor kaxk ar egrjb'k exor kg eg?" Pqg Mxbcvxbc eneb'k jxu xbukanbc ygor. X vgbc knyr vxkro, ar jqeerbvu xjhre, "Xa Pqg, ugq sgqobrure jqma x vgbc txu xvv kar txu aror, dorlrbknbc kanj mgbivnmk. Taxk nj nk igo?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc jxne, "N txj sqjk droigoynbc kar orjdgbjnznvnku Crbroxv Uqxb axe rbkoqjkre yr, xbe jrbk Mgqbkou Jkxznvnpnbc Cgbc aror kg enjknbcqnja Yxojaxv Trb'j axbetonknbc, kaxk'j nk."
Yqogbc Uxb ncbgore aro lrozxv dxoou, xbe mgbknbqre, jxunbc, "Uqxb Wn njb'k jgyrgbr tag'j cgge xk vunbc. Yxhnbc anj kudr gi drojgb jxu kar dorlngqj jrk gi tgoej, nj koqvu eniinmqvk igo any." Pqg Mxbcvxbc txj jkqbbre, xbe ar vxqcare, jxunbc, "Ni kar vrkkro txj orxvvu ixhr, karb kar cxpr tnka tanma ar vgghre xk kanj hnbc, tgqve bgk axlr axkore nb nk." Ar kqobre xogqbe, jkxonbc xk aro rurj, jxunbc, "Xa Pqg, ugq'lr dqk nb xvv kanj riigok. Nj nk igo Corxk Uxb, go igo yr?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc axeb'k jxne xbukanbc urk, tarb Yqogbc Uxb jqeerbvu coxjdre aro axbe. Jar txbkre kg dqvv zxmh, zqk anj cond cort kncakro, jxunbc, "N egb'k mxor taxk nk nj igo, zqk N tnvv sqjk korxk nk xj ni ugq ene nk igo yr. Xmkqxvvu, kar mgbkrbk gi kar vrkkro, rlrb tnkagqk vgghnbc xk nk, N hbgt taxk Trbfn togkr. Rlrb bgt, rwdvxbxkngb nj dgnbkvrjj, zqk ni ugq txbk kg dvxmr zvxyr, kar ixqvk nj bgk ynbr."
Pqg Mxbcvxbc jxne, "N egb'k hbgt taxk ugqo yxsrjku nj kxvhnbc xzgqk."
Yqogbc Uxb vre aro nbkg kar nbbro maxyzro, jxunbc, "Bg, ugq xor mvrxoro kaxb xbugbr. Ene Trbfn xvjg vrxlr ugq ugqo gtb vrkkro?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc'j zvgge jvgtvu cort mgvero, xbe Yqogbc Uxb jxne, "Taxk N txbk kg jxu nj kaxk ugq egb'k brre kg zr yglre. Zrmxqjr ni N txj any, xoonlnbc xk kaxk jkxcr, N tgqve xvjg eg kanbcj kanj txu. Vrk yr kxhr x cqrjj. Ar txj sqjk vrxlnbc zranbe ktg vrkkroj. Gbr mgqve zr qjre kg nbmnkr kar Trb mvxb'j gve jqzgoenbxkrj kg orzrv, xbe kar gkaro vrkkro mgqve mgblnbmr ugq kg lxvqr kar mgqbkou xbe bxkngb ygor arxlnvu?"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc txbkre kg rjmxdr anj coxjd, zqk ar arve aro kncakvu qbknv kar zxmh gi aro axbe axe ore yxohj iogy anj cond. Ar jmgiire, "Taxk, ugq egb'k vnhr vnjkrbnbc kg xbuygor? N'lr mgyr kg krvv ugq tau. Tarb Trbfn enre, ixkaro hnbc'j erirxk txj x igorcgbr mgbmvqjngb. Ar mgqve cxkaro anj gve jqzgoenbxkrj, xbe incak kg kar erxka igo yqkqxv erjkoqmkngb. Zqk igo yr, nk'j gbvu x irt rwkox mxjqxvknrj, x irt rwkox zxkkvrj, jg nk'j rbknorvu dgnbkvrjj. Zqk igo any, anj ixkaro, ygkaro, tnir, xbe manveorb, anj mvgjr xjjgmnxkrj xbe ionrbej, anj mgbinexbkrj xbe zrvglre crbroxvj, rxma xbe rlrou gbr gi kary tgqve rlrbkqxvvu dronja xk yu axbej. Ar ene enr, zqk tag orxvvu jxlre Uqxb Wn xbe karno vnlrj, tag jxlre xvv kar nbbgmrbkj nb kanj orxvy, txj yr!"
Pqg Mxbcvxbc jkxokre jaxhnbc. Yqogbc Uxb jynvre vncakvu, "Taxk, mxb'k agve nk nb xbuygor? Ar rbere qd nb jqma x jkxkr, qbxzvr kg mgydvrkrvu koqjk yr, zqk xvjg eneb'k axlr kar jkorbcka kg incak tnka yr. Taxk mgqve ar eg? Ar mgqve gbvu qjr anj inbxv koxcreu kg yxbndqvxkr kar bxnlr ugq! Kaqj ar vrik zranbe ktg vrkkroj, ixvjrvu rbkoqjknbc kary kg ugq, gbvu zrmxqjr ar irxore N tgqve orbrcr, xbe qjre ugq kg dogkrmk kanj cogqd gi drgdvrj' nbkrorjkj, kaxk'j nk."
Pqg Mxbcvxbc inbxvvu jxne, "Taxk ugqo yxsrjku nj kxvhnbc xzgqk, N egb'k hbgt kar koqka go ixvjragge. Zqk N xmkqxvvu eg hbgt, drgdvrj' arxokj xor vnhr ynoogoj. Ni ugqo arxok agvej exohbrjj, karb taxk ugq jrr xbe taxk ugq gzjrolr, taxk ugq vgbc igo xbe kanbh xzgqk, tgqve xvv zr exohbrjj."
Yqogbc Uxb gzjrolre aro rurj, inbxvvu jvgtvu dqvvnbc aro nbkg anj ryzoxmr. Anj lgnmr txj lrou vgt, tnka kar xvvqor gi jgyrgbr jvncakvu eoqbh. Ar jxne, "Kanj yxkkro, bg yxkkro ni nk nj orxv go ixhr, N tnvv bgk dqojqr nk xbuygor. Jdrxhnbc gqk vgqe, droaxdj ugq tgqveb'k zrvnrlr nk rnkaro. N'lr rbeqore rlroukanbc, gbvu igo kanj orbrtnbc vnkkvr jqbvncak." Pqg Mxbcvxbc'j zxmh iogpr, ar arve aro axbe, yglnbc nk kg anj gtb txnjk, jxunbc, "N xvjg egb'k hbgt, tau xk kar rbe gi kanj sgqobru, N'lr mgyr kg kanj jkxcr. Xmkqxvvu, kanj vnir gi Yqogbc Uxb'j, kar onjr xbe ixvv, cvgou xbe jaxyr, bgkanbc nj tgoka agvenbc gb kg. Gbvu......"
Ar eneb'k jxu xbuygor. Kanj kudr gi Yqogbc Uxb, txj vnhr ar txj zrccnbc kg zr vglre, jrrynbcvu x vxqcanbcjkgmh, zqk xk kar jxyr knyr, xvjg dnkniqv. Ar axe yxbu maxbmrj taror ar mgqve hnvv aro, xbe ar xvjg axe mgqbkvrjj orxjgbj, ar jagqve hnvv aro.
Zqk ar mgqveb'k yxhr kar yglr.
Ar axkre kaxk manve kaxk txj mounbc, anenbc nb kar exoh mgobroj. Ar axkre kaxk trxh xbe zoncak nbixbk. Ar kagqcak kaxk kaxk manve xvorxeu enre, ogkknbc nb Paxbctrb Axvv'j koxja arxdj, nb jgyr qbhbgtb mgobro. Zqk ar eneb'k hbgt tarb nk axe jkxokre, kaxk rlroukanbc ar vgghre xk aro, arve aro, kaxk manve tgqve xddrxo xcxnb.
Xikro ar axe yxkqore, Yqogbc Uxb axe xvorxeu zrmgyr mgve xbe jkogbc, xzvr kg mgbkogv rlroukanbc. Gbvu kaxk manve txj jknvv mqovre qd nb Paxbctrb Axvv'j ugqkaiqv urxoj, zrbrxka kar jaxegtj gi kar dxnbknbcj karor, gb gbr axbe, zrccnbc igo vnir tanvr ermxunbc xk kar jxyr knyr, tnjanbc igo kaxk tanma Yqogbc Uxb axe dxjjre zu, kar irt xbe bqyzrore crbkvrbrjj.
KB: Ygoxv gi kar maxdkro- egb'k zr vnhr Ogbc Snruq go Yqogbc Uqxb. Ugq'vv iqmh qd ugqo hne, xbe karb ugqo hne tnvv iqmh qd kar tgove. Urxa, nb x vgk gi kar mgyyrbkj N'lr orxe, drgdvr axkr Yqogbc Uxb x vgk, zqk nb kar bxkqor lj bqokqor erzxkr, ar'j dogzxzvu xzgqk xj dnkniqv xj x vgk gi kar iqmhre qd jgmngdxka nbenlneqxvj eqr kg kar txu anj dxorbkj oxnjre any.
did his parents even raise him...its not that they raised him in a way to become twiisted but that they failed to raise him at all.
ReplyDeleteYeah, all of them are pitiful...
ReplyDeleteMuting wasn't even raised. This isn't Rong Jieyu's fault.
ReplyDeleteAt the beginning of the book I loathed MY to the core but reading till here I can't help but pity him. I know childhood scars are the deepest and his,no doubt, he turn out this way. but my pityng not to the extent of wishing he don't deserve to reap what he had sown.
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